Life

There's a one of ayat in mathurat that we recite every morning, give me tons of strength, it a good thing to recite mathurat when you know the meaning, it really a zouq doa

The ayat is

Allahumma, nikmat apa yng aku porelehi dan diporeleh seseorng di antara Makhlukmu adalah dariMu, yang Esa, tidak bersekutu, maka bagiMu segala puji dan syukur.


Moga nikmat yang tidak diberi oleh Allah melalui manusia lain, akan datang terus dariNya, tanpa ada manusia di antaraNya

Let be patient

Empty

Now I know how they feel

Expression

No one understand me

The thing that come out from my mouth

Not showing how I feel

I'm a person with less expression

What I know

Is to show

Happiness

Eventhought my heart scream like crazy!!!!!!

Accepting

When every time you wake up from you lovely dream

You will feel like you want to escape from your work

The reality of life

Where tons of people doing it as a routine

Oooooooo Allah

I'm doing it, to earn money for Daniel and Timothy

Because of Daniel and Timothy is one from million way for me to meet Miss Jannah~~

May Allah always make me tsabat in this path

Ameen

Mix feelings

Do I need to be happy when other people are happy

The true

I'm also confuse with that feeling

Even we have the same reason

But, both of us are different

I mean, different human, different soul, different physical appearance

No one will company me

I will be alone

I know

Allah always with me

Take care of me

Until the end of my life

Love Allah

and He know

The thing that i don't know

May Allah always locate me under Allah guidance

Ameen

Sesungguhnya hanya di sisi Allah ilmu tentang hari kiamat, dan Dia yan menurunkan hujan dan mengetahui apa yang ada dalam rahim. Dan tidak ada seorang pun yang dapat mengetahui (dengan pasti) apa yang akan dikerjakan esok. Dan tidak ada seorang pun yang dapat mengetahui di bumi mana dia akan mati. Sungguh, Allah Maha Mengetahui, Maha Mengenal [Luqman :34]